Carpe Diem - Days 2 and 3
Funny how when you step out of comfort zones you get...well...uncomfortable! Saturday and Sunday were kinda weird...I worried alot. I second guessed a lot...I imagine I'll have lot of that until I get my full grown Eagle's wings... :)
Saturday I saw my girlies at Zen and Now...Theresa and Tracy played "Guido" and got the decree signed for me because I didn't really feel like dealing with the ex - we always end up arguing. I hate that...Harmony is one of my top 5 strengths. Disharmony eats away at me. And I'm not in a place where I can yet let go of my irritation. Planning to maybe take care of that tonight at Monday group - a little clean-up mini-sozo - offering up forgiveness in the presence of supportive friends. Hopefully one day we'll have peace with each other. We're both good people at heart. We just aren't good together.
I took the puppers to the dog park yesterday afternoon. Sometimes I forget to appreciate them. They are such blessings...I watched Bentley run around like he was a youngin', looking happy and free. You'd never know his little heart was such a mess. God has sustained him so much! Sketch is so silly. He's in the little dog park for 30 seconds and he thinks it's his...He'd bark at all the massive dogs headed over to the big dog area and kick up the dirt as if they'd be scared...LOL! I worked on a prayer map for a friend while they played. And then we headed home.
Next big project: Begin setting things in motion for the staged reading of my screenplay. That means getting a cast together for that and securing a date and location, then setting up a rehearsal schedule. This reading will help me hear the script and make any changes that I need to. Kind of like a test run before getting into real production. This is my big God dream...The one that is so ridiculously out of my capapbility that I have to rely on Father God for it to get done...I just hope and pray that it is indeed something He is blessing!
Saturday I saw my girlies at Zen and Now...Theresa and Tracy played "Guido" and got the decree signed for me because I didn't really feel like dealing with the ex - we always end up arguing. I hate that...Harmony is one of my top 5 strengths. Disharmony eats away at me. And I'm not in a place where I can yet let go of my irritation. Planning to maybe take care of that tonight at Monday group - a little clean-up mini-sozo - offering up forgiveness in the presence of supportive friends. Hopefully one day we'll have peace with each other. We're both good people at heart. We just aren't good together.
I took the puppers to the dog park yesterday afternoon. Sometimes I forget to appreciate them. They are such blessings...I watched Bentley run around like he was a youngin', looking happy and free. You'd never know his little heart was such a mess. God has sustained him so much! Sketch is so silly. He's in the little dog park for 30 seconds and he thinks it's his...He'd bark at all the massive dogs headed over to the big dog area and kick up the dirt as if they'd be scared...LOL! I worked on a prayer map for a friend while they played. And then we headed home.
Next big project: Begin setting things in motion for the staged reading of my screenplay. That means getting a cast together for that and securing a date and location, then setting up a rehearsal schedule. This reading will help me hear the script and make any changes that I need to. Kind of like a test run before getting into real production. This is my big God dream...The one that is so ridiculously out of my capapbility that I have to rely on Father God for it to get done...I just hope and pray that it is indeed something He is blessing!
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